Cobwebs

I had to remove cobwebs before I started typing onto this.

It has been quite a well since I wrote. Party because  didn't feel like it. Partly because I wanted but can't seem to get my thoughts organized.

If my mind were a flow of stream, it would be most turbulent this time. And the water would be all murky and disappointing. It had been quite a tough week, an emotional battle really. There hasn't been a day that I had not fought against unwelcome thoughts. And that had just left me tired and just plain conceding.

But then, the scripture today said, "For people, it may be impossible but not with God." And I would like to sincerely believe that I can do this, with God.

Here I am, oh God
I bring this sacrifice
My broken heart
I offer up my life
I look to you Lord
Your love that never ends
Restores me again...

Restore me oh Lord. My broken heart is Yours for the taking. Shield me from what is not Yours. Restore me.